It's been awhile since the last I wrote something here to share my feelings and so many things. This time, my 8th Final in Uni life. It was so hard. I still have one paper left. But I wouldn't know whether I'm going to make it or not. The challenge is so hard. I almost lost it all this time around. To give a lot of excuses is not the way of successful person. Even Dato' Dr. Fadhilah Kamsah once said, " Stop giving excuses and start to deliver!".
But I just don't know how am I going to be successful. Yes, I admit that I always study last minute but throughout the journey towards the final, I still managed to look on the subject, still knows what on earth Im going to write. But this time around, it is the 2nd last semester before I enter the degree LLB (Hons) together with my friends. From the look of it, I don't have the confidence to actually grad together with them. Hence, it is just me, who eventually will be left behind.
It's already twelve years since the 1st day I entered high-school. It's been 6 years since I left high-school. Throughout this one whole 12 years, what I learnt in the Malaysian education system, EXAM-Oriented really kills the hopes of others. I don't care about people who have the believe that they can do well and excelled in their life later on but to think it closely, not all of them are like all of you. It's like there' two conflicting parties that separated by this nightmare of every students at the end of semester. Yes, this is the way they assess you, to judge you whether you are capable of handling things. BUT trust me, in the real world, no one would actually can do what all of us can do now, Memorize+Digest+Apply+Understand in one shot.
All I can say is that, life+examination is really something to be remember till the day I die. I won't forget this and
May Allah will give a good and fair result to me and others too.
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