I know, in the current state, they are not so proud of me, in Malay they say, "Bolehlah". But if I ever wanted to do it, this semester is the field for me to do it. It's "do-or-die" situation for me. This semester can be consider my final year in BLS before insyaALLAH, entering LLB program. I have to do it whether I like it or not. I've been trying and dying to get into this institution last time out. When I finally got the chance, I blew it up.
I just don't know what when wrong. I did just fine in Asasi and managed to enter BLS program. But when I finally here, suddenly, things goes wrong and things just not according to the plan for me. I tried to bounce back and managed to score in one subject that was a killer subject previously but yet I flunk again. Finally, semester 4 gave a wonderful, joyful and meaningful in BLS program as I managed to pass all subject once more. However, the joy was short as I flunk again in my short course.
At the moment, I've two pending subject and I decided to take the failure as a test from ALLAH S.W.T once more that He already have plan something for me. I just one to show my worth to the faculty and to others, that's all and most importantly to my PARENTS.